I’ve made my second proposal to a boy in three days. My friend Manchester Lee says I’ve always been looking for love, but that hasn’t felt true to me until recently. Before someone calls me a fool, I should say that I know that if you’re looking for love at the station, or among rent boys in general, you’re in for some serious disillusionment, pain, and probably some missing material possessions.
In Pinocchio, things got a little more interesting. Marek loosened up. Considerably. He asked for a beer instead of cola. He couldn’t take his eyes off the porn. He put his arm around me as we were sitting there. And. Kissed me. Sexily and uniquely, in a way I can’t adequately describe. He licked and sucked my lips from one side to the other, tongue-in all the way as he did so. Pulling back a bit, he licked his own lips and smacked them. Then he smiled and laughed.
I’m sitting next to Marek in the Internet cafe, currently writing while listening to my Le Tigre station on Pandora. Marek’s surfing the net as well, looking up stock-car racing and sites with profiles of Czech girls. I can smell him. His feet anyway. A true station boy. I always know when I’m seriously in lust when
Despite how cold the nights have been, Marek and I have been warm. There’s the three sleeping bags and then there’s our body heat. We hadn’t shared bags until last night, when Marek woke me up while trying to get into mine. It was one of those times when being in bed with a lover
Marek říká, že je na ulici od svých 15 let. Říká, že jeho sestry - Jesika, GiGi, Fadi a tři další, jejichž jména si nepamatuji, a bratr Leon - byly adoptovány českými nebo americkými rodinami. Marek říká, že je nejstarší, ale nikdo ho nikdy nechtěl.
Marek said nothing when he went off with the Czech punter. Not “can I” not “should I”, not any word at all. He smiled and raised his eyebrows at me when Arssi asked him to come over and meet the punter; I said nothing. He went anyway. As they were sitting there chatting Marek kept shooting me
For the second time in 3 days, I watched Marek go off with a punter, in front of me. The emotional impact was mitigated by the fact that he looked miserable, while sitting with the man and when he went off to the room with him. Anyone who knows Marek knows he likes to talk,